It has been 2 days since i have had an abortion, unfortunately is was my second one.
I was 19 in and this time I was 24. The first time I was so sure it was something i wanted to do, but this time it was much harder. I was contemplating having it, but I thought, there were so many girls crying in the room and it seemed so horrible. I guess the best we can do is try to not let it happen again. I do regret it...of course, but it is something I had to do.
I am going back to school in a few days and I couldn't even think of having a child. I wouldn't be able to support and love it the way I really want to, I want to be close to the perfect parent for my children and at this time I wouldn't be able to do so.
So just a word of advice, if it is something you have to do and you know you wouldn't be able to give your child a good future protect yourself so that either way (before or after birth) the child will not suffer. I can't wait to be a fit mother.
Februrary 9, 2007
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